I have never felt so bad and dumb and unintelligent before.
I actually detest myself so much and I hope I don’t pass any subjects and end up homeless because I’m such a fucking stupid retard.
I don’t deserve this life. Someone else who actually works and tries hard to get somewhere in life should replace me.
I am worthless the way I am now.
But hey, what can you do apart from keeping on living and being miserable.